Is it possible to have somebody say that you're bothering them when you literally haven't talked to them in like 2 weeks? I kind of have this problem myself...I was going to hug some of my friends good bye, and so I was hugging them, and then one of my friends was just like DON'T TOUCH ME! I was just like..ummm okay then. She had a look that said "BEK, I HATE YOU, AND WANT TO KILL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!"
Thing is...I don't completely understand what I did to piss her off. Maybe it's just all in my head? I don't really know, but I feel like we're not friends anymore. Those of you who know how I am, you guys KNOW how I am about losing ANY friend...or previous friend. I've been friends with the girl for like a little over a year, and I don't really see why she flipped out on me.. 2 weeks ago..or whenever I got my tablet, we were totally cool. I just don't understand!
Song of the Day: I Won't Apologize by Selena Gomez
Shout-Out of the Day:
The person that this post is about:
Hey...umm I'm really confused about what I did. I know you know that this post is all about you, so hence the shout-out name. If you're going to hate me...please give me a reason, first.
Wanna know why I don't really like you much anymore? I already know you are going to take offense to this but YOU THINK EVERYONE HAS TO LIKE YOU AND AFTER A WHILE IT GETS REALLY ANNOYING! Plus you NEVER talk to me anymore so I assume you don't care. Whenever I try to talk to you, you are always busy. And when we do talk Dawson is the subject out of hundreds of possibilities out there! I doubt you know what's going on with me right now! And you can't deny it. ANY of it.
ReplyDeleteI dont think everyone has to like me! I just think that if people aren't going to like me they, should have a reason. Also, I talk about what is legitimately important to me...and if you can't respect that Dawson is important in my life right now then thats okay. I can't change the fact that I love him. I can't really help that im busy, but I tried to help you when you had that emotional breakdown in the bathroom. I honestly felt bad for you. The only reason I might not know all of whats going on with you, is because nobody tells me...not even you. Sienna, I do care..why do you assume that I don't? You know me, when I have a problem I talk it out with my friends. Hence why im at Julia's house tonight. Anyways, if you don't want to be friends I understand. Do what you want.
ReplyDeleteNo. If you did think that then you wouldn't be all 'why doesn't she like me?' You would accept the fact I don't. And I do respect the fact Dawson is important to you, but I try to talk to BEK! Not the Dawson Obsessed you. And you know what you do if someone has something important to talk about? It's called multitasking. It's not that hard. And I don't care if you feel bad for me because it means absolutely nothing in the long run. And speaking if that YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TOLD CHRIS ANYTHING. I know he was worried but this is something you don't get involved in in whether or not you think he needs to know. You don't see me running to Dawson telling him personal information about you (though as much as you two talk I think he would already know everything). I've tried to tell you but I get 'Can you tell me later? Right now I can't talk.' So that's how I assume you don't care. Friendships take 50% if YOU trying and 50% them. And I usually do what I want when it comes to my friends.
DeleteIf you want to talk about stuff other than Dawson then you should ask me about other stuff. I told Chris because he ASKED me what was wrong, and I didn't know that you might take offence to that.. To please my friends, I feel like I give a lot..but to be perfectly honest when ive tried talking to you AT school, you just talk to other friends. Just like you, I also have other friends. I try to spend as much time with my friends as possible, but right now im trying to fix a problem that obviously you wont care about so im not going to evrn tell you about it. Just like how you wont tell me whats wrong with you. Also, I do try my best but sometimes I feel like im having a hard time. Also, are you insulting Dawson & I's relationship? As I said, Dawson is very important to me, and it may be what I talk about when im around you, bug maybe the other things I have to talk about are too personal? Or maybe I dont trust you with the informatiom. Or MAYBE anything thats important in my life at the moment somehow relates to Dawson. Again, dont tell me what im supposed to do or react to the fact you don't like me.
DeleteAnd by the way, you're the one who's pushing me away!
DeleteI try. Just because someone asks what's wrong doesn't mean you should tell them if it's about someone else's feelings. I don't care. Right now to me it seems like what your problem is something juvenile that can be solved with one word. And no you don't. I don't think once this month you even said "Hello" to me. Learn English grammar. It's Dawson and my's relationship. Not I's. Anyways I'm not trying to but if I am grow up. And you can always think of something to talk about, even it isn't what's going on in your life momentarily. There is always something small to talk about, hence the name smalltalk. Finally I'm not trying to tell you how you should be acting. I'm just trying to prove my point.
DeleteI am not. I HAVE BEEN TRYING UNTIL THIS POINT NOT TO! AS I SAID BEFORE IT TAKES 50/50
DeleteAt this point i feel like we're at 25/25.
DeleteAlso we tango chatted! THIS MONTH.
DeleteNo. It's not 25/25 it's been moving from 15/85 to 0/100 to 1/99 to 20/80. An chatting there means next to nothing. All it means is that you are too lazy to talk to me in person. Chatting through technology just tells people you can't talk to them in person. Some reasons are ok, like distance and chronic illnesses. But what I mean by you not saying hi is in person. Anbody can get online and say hey
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