Thursday, January 31, 2013

Follow Your Heart

Mmkay you guys want me to update this thing. The problem is I don't OWN a computer or laptop so it's kinda hard to update all the time. Anyways. I found out The Daily Tower doesnt hate me, he's just been stressed and super out of it. =P Well at least that's what I got out of it.

Next order of business...crushes...if it's driving you nuts. Ask him or her out already. They're most likely waiting for you to make the first move. I actually heard that guys like it when girls ask them out but in my honest opinion, I think a those guys need to get they're confidence level up on asking that special someone out. If somebody asks you out that disgusts you completely, you still have to let them down easily because we all don't take rejection well. It's hard enough to just say no, but you have to be careful not to shatter the persons confidence. At least it's flattering that they worked up the confidence to ask, right? Something I hate- When people ask me about why I'm going out with Dawson. I swear I mean...I didn't go out with him just because he's cute...I followed my heart and took a chance, and we're both glad I asked him out. No regrets. If you love someone enough it is hard to ask them out because I guess you don't want to take rejection and shatter that little fantasy you had in your mind. If you follow your heart, and let them know you love them and just put it all out there they respect you more, and it is also good to just finally tell them. However, I've discovered that if you wait way too long, you'll either be classified as "in the friend zone" or "stalker." Be careful with all that you do. Once again. Follow your heart.even if they have a boyfriend or a girlfriend it's still important to let them know how you feel.

Song of the day: Makes me wonder by Maroon 5.

Shoutout of the day:
Viewers: follow your heart and let them know how you feel. Risk it because sometimes you only get one chance to let them know. You'll regret it if you never tell them.

Friday, January 25, 2013

Opposite Day. 2013

Today was national opposite day and I gotta admit it was fun. I got to be Dawson pretty much all day and He gotta be me. in my opinion, I don't think He did so well with pretending to be me. However, I probably did horrible too. Anywayys. Chelsea brought her camera to school and then told Dawson and I to kiss, and that she'd take a pic and that we weren't allowed yo stop until she said so. So there I am kissing Dawson, she gets the picture but she keeps saying keep going keep going or whatever and don't get me wrong, kissing Dawson is AMAZING and all but with all these eyes watching it got a little awkward for me. After she said keep going again, I broke from the kiss and told her to shutup. Haha and then she showed a ton of people the picture. To tell you all the truth, HIGHLIGHT of my day. Anyways we kissed goodbye and then I told "bek" I loved "her" and walked to my bus, still going by Daws.
Anyways I'm thinking about possibly throwing a valday party, but my parents aren't so sure I should have one, and I don't really know who to invite. This'll be a bit of a challenge. I don't really want to invite that many people. I might just do kind of a couple thing and just have "drawkah"(Dawson & Rebekah) and "sircus" (Marcus & Sienna) over. After all, I did start planning with HER in the first place. Sorry everybody but I'm already making plans for Valentine's day. Even got my VERY FIRST valentine...ever. <3 this is great.

Song of the day: comatose by skillet
Ohmyheck this song is amazing. I love it so much and I wish I had it here on my mp3. Thanks to Dawson to showing the song to me.

Shoutout of the day:
Keely: where the fetch are you? I can't even wish you a happy birthday you little cloud watcher.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Phases into musical phrases.

I don't know what the deal is. These past few days just seemed completely different. These days  were kinda quiet and depressing for most people and depression for me is not hard to catch whatsoever. It's all just a phase. I wonder what all of our problems are sometimes. I'm starting to look at the "doom and gloom" side of life..and I know what you're thinking..oh great. A pity party. It's just that I haven't gone through this depression like this since 2007. (Rachel's cancer. Parents' divorce.) The only thing that keeps me sane nowadays is..well..music..lyrics..songs..feelings that come to life...melodies...<3

Maroon 5..it's what I obsess over the most. I unleash the inner me, I feel most like me all when I listen to them. Maroon 5 got introduced to me by a guy that my mother was dating. This wonderful man's name was Scott. The only reason my mother didn't marry Scott was because she found out that he was addicted to cigarettes. She packed all of us up, and left even though the two were in love. She wanted the best for us kids. A couple of years later, I got a phone with a full keyboard, and that had already got music on it. That's when I discovered my first ever maroon 5 song...better that we break. It related to my mother's life so well that I decided to find the other songs they wrote. I found she will be loved, won't go home without you, and back at your door... I then fell in love with their music. It is written to amaze, and to relate to. I talked to Scott one day last year, and from what it sounds like,He is still in love with my mother. He's so in love with her that He has COMPLETELY taken drugs out of his life. Sadly for him, Reino came along, sweeping my mother off her feet, and there's no way that she'll ever go back to him. However, Scott was my personal favorite out of all of the guys that she dated. I sometimes wonder about what it would be like to have Scott as my step dad...

I have had maroon 5 with me ever since..it's like part of the stepfather that I never had. I love scott. He's possibly the greatest man that I, personally, have ever met.

Song of the day: better that we break by maroon 5.

Shoutout of the day:
scott: as I said before, you're amazing and I love you. Thank you for all that you've done and sacrificed for my mother.

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Q&A Session! ~2.

Guess what everybody!! 925 pageviews!! Okay, so I've been getting a lot of questions lately about Dawson..and so I decided to do a little bit of what I call...lol..Q&A Time!! If any of you guys have questions, comment it up on either my facebook page, or any of my blog posts about what you guys would like to know! Okay, here we go!

How come he never texted you?!
His siblings hide his phone from him. -_-


What happened at Julia's Movie Night?
Oh yeah..that's right! I never talked about that! Okay, so I went and while I was in the car, Reino set up a Wi-Fi Hotspot and so I just facebook messaged him because I couldn't text him. (refer to question 1.) Anyways, I was trying to get him a ride so that he could come, and then all of a sudden, he said that he could! and then he came, and then we decided to watch Yes Man with Jim Carrey. Like..the whole movie we kept staring at each other like idiots, hahaha. It was really fun because I actually felt like we weren't such an awkward couple anymore. I kept resting my head on his shoulder, and it didn't seem like he was uncomfortable at all. (unlike the previous movie night that I had with him.) We kissed like 3 times at the movie night. It was fun. Loved it! The only down side is that his brothers got a hold of his phone after the party, and hid it so now I can't talk to him (except FACEBOOK!)

Did Dawson ever say he was sorry for standing you up that one day?
Haha yes.. He actually told me he was sick and stuff, so I was kind of relieved he didn't come. I'd probably feel bad if he did come, I guess I was just worried about him.

You guys are a cute couple..How long have you guys been together?
Well, tomorrow, it will be 4 months..haha that's like..a third of an entire year!

Is this your longest relationship?
Not yet! hahaha My longest relationship just happens to be FIVE months..exactly. So, if he and I could make it to 5 months and a day, then it'll be a record. XD

Why do you feel stupid when you talk about him?
Hmm..that's a really good question. I think it's because I know he never talks about me or anything, and because I feel like I'm being super obsessive over him, and he knows it. So this Q&A session is kinda makin' me nervous, but anything for the fans, right?

Do you two fight a lot?
Now that I think about it...I think that we've only fought like...6 times. When we do fight, it's about something really really stupid, and then we both regret it. It's a really good thing that our fights don't last long..we both hate it.. a lot!

Your longest kiss with him?
Oh my heck..I don't count! But apparently Chelsea does! In one blog post, she was talking about how he and I have the "longest" kisses... O_o

Did you set up this blog JUST to talk about him?
Pfft! NO!! I talk about other stuff too! It's just that..well..Dawson is a big part of my life and all, and I guess if you don't wanna read about that kinda stuff then you should quit reading my blog! I set up this blog to be open about my opinion on certain things, even if it involves him! I guess it is kinda funny you'd think that though.

Yep! Okay that concludes our "Dawson" Q&A session!

SongOfTheDay: Love You Forever by Ryan Huston

ShoutOutOfTheDay:
The Hub: Just to let you know! I loved the new MLP episode! I'm pretty sure that you don't read my blog, but I love LPS as well as MLP..You better not be canceling MLP, you make tons of money off of your fans, and we love you guys!
James Facer: Thank you SOO much for letting me be your "Co-Admin" to The Daily Tower! It means a ton to me, and I'm glad to still be in your life, and not be mortal enemies with you! Thanks for everything, and PLEASE be able to blog still, don't make me start to worry about you and your posting. XD You, my friend, are one of the best bloggers that I know, keep doing what you do best. Never give up.
Chelsea Moore: Hey girl, you really are my best friend, and that post you posted on Facebook the other day, was really amazing, and it made me really happy, and I was having kind of a crappy day. Here's to Chelbo! Picking people up when they most need it, or when they don't need it at all! I LAHHVE you!

THANK YOU ALL, VIEWERS! IT'S THANKS TO YOU THAT AS OF TODAY, (this morning) I HAVE 925 PAGEVIEWS! I LOVE YOU GUYS! THANK YOU! XXoXoOOxxo

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

He Doesn't Know...

I have to admit..sometimes I feel as if he knows nothing about me, and that he likes me for my intelligence and my "good looks" and that I'm fun to be around...Well...there's more to me than just that. I mean..he can't even tell what my mood is in person. Which makes me wonder why I put up with it...and truth is, I don't really know...but right now it makes me mad. I was pretty dang depressed today, and the only person that actually tried and accomplished helping me was Keely Keele! I feel like she's the only one that will listen without saying that their life is worse or that I need to get over it because "life sucks, and then you die." I mean...I don't really get it...Why can't he understand when I'm sad? I even drew a broken heart on my Science notebook..(and yes, I know he saw it) he was completely clueless. It seems like to me that whenever I'm depressed, he has to be even more depressed, and then I have to get him to cheer up so that he can get me to cheer up, this is the plan that never ever works. It's strange though...he says he can tell what my emotion is over text messaging or things like that, but he can't tell it in person.

All my friends say "Bek, you tell us a lot about your life, everyday!" Well guess what! I tell you about the SMALLER problems I have that aren't all that personal, and that I feel comfortable talking to you guys about! There's a ton of problems that I have that you guys don't know about. Plus, I would tell you more about my life, but I don't know how to do that without any of you guys calling me selfish or conceited.

My mp3 keeps freezing, and I don't know what to do...To be honest, I really need to take it to Best Buy to figure out what the fetch is wrong with it...

SongOfTheDay: Nothing Lasts Forever by Maroon 5

ShoutOutOfTheDay:
Keely Keele: I love you..thanks a lot for listening to my problems, unlike Braxton who kept interrupting our "heart-to-heart" conversation on the bus. 

Anyways.. =/ Thanks for being my fans, and thanks to those people who are my daily viewers. I love you guys, and writing about this has made me a little bit better. Thanks for reading.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

KISSING CHALLENGE..?

Math: today, we learned about Ummmm...radius and diameter. It was pretty dang boring, I'm not gonna lie.
Technology: I started FANGIRLING about my neww sister site, The Daily Tower
Choir: hyper, and HAPPY to sing.
Science: got a little bit Behind on a Lab assignment we did.
English: since I did my work yesterday, I just finished my works cited page and then helped other students with Mrs. Baker.
Afterschool: hung out with Dawson and we kissed for the THIRTIETH time today!

Now for the stuff I wanna talk about! My new sister site, The Daily Tower, challenged me to KEEP TRACK of all my kisses (total) up until I turn 18! That'll take some work. Haha anyways! My four month anniversary is in like...5 days! =) so excited because I'll get to say him and I have been together for a third of a year. =)

Song of The Day: Intuition by Selena Gomez

Shout out of the Day:
Krista Philips: oh my heck! I'm so THRILLED that you're a daily reader. Love you. <3 ^^

Love you guys! Don't forget to like my facebook page. ^^ <3

Monday, January 14, 2013

Cover Photos!

I have a problem, I have to confess...about an attraction that I can't repress. I'm totally taken, and often times shaken, please somebody help me..I'm IN..GREAT...DISTRESS! My cousin from New york has it, and it's in my blood too. It's my passion, my favorite, it's all that I do. So now I have to do it, and just take a LEAP... I know what I'll be...I'll know what I'll dooo!!! (all that was in song btw... haha XD)

I have a passion..a talent..a gift..a..a..well..you get the point! =) I, LiL MiSS EPiC, am a GRAPHIC DESIGNER! I'd like to start calling pianoman117.blogspot.com my sister site, but it's not...it's like...my partner in crime site..haha XD Anyways! For my partner in crime, I decided to help him out a bit with his blog. I made him a cover photo for his facebook page!!
I made this cover photo for:
pianoman117.blogspot.com and for
http://www.facebook.com/pianoman117?fref=ts
He loved it! I was sooo happy! I worked on it for around 10 minutes..I could've finished faster but umm...I had to get suggestions and see if he liked it through the process and stuff. I had to find out what he wanted on it, and I actually had him change the name from "A Glimpse of Day to Day Life for the Gentle Giant of Rigby" to "The Daily Tower." It all works out, and looks good, am I right? =)

http://www.facebook.com/inspiringmyinspirations?fref=ts
and for lilmissepic.blogspot.com...this post i guess. =)
Anyways! I've been thinking..It's been since NOVEMBER since I updated my blog's look and it's been a while since I made my Facebook cover photo..SO! I decided to update this blog's look! Like the clouds? =) Yeah..I absolutely love blue..but I couldn't just change the stripe's color or anything..it looked too much of a subtle change...I had to change it more than just that! So yeah that's what I did! And here is our new OFFICIAL LiL MiSS EPiC Cover Photo! Hope you guys like!

ShoutOutofTheDay:
James Facer: Hey James! It's been a while since I've left you a shout-out but here you go! I was kinda wondering if you'd let me be your sister-site or something like that! I could figure out a way to link your blog to mine-but your site is your own and so is mine..We're just like...sibling-sites. something like that! haha =) Anyways! Think about it, and message me when you can! Hmm..i like the sound of it! The Daily Tower and LiL MiSS EPiC come together as siblings! ^_^ Pretty awesome!

SongOfTheDay: Defying Gravity by The Glee Cast



ANYWAYS! I love you guys! Let's try hard to pull off a great year, and get more likes on my facebook page @ http://www.facebook.com/inspiringmyinspirations?fref=ts

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Elbows!!!

Okay. Today was NOT too bad! Gave some friends cookiedough. (Of course. ^^) and so far, everybody is loving it. =) BTW! I'm maintaining a perfect 4.0 for my grade average. =) Yay!
Math: Ugh. SUPER boring...we went to the lab did some computer work. Braxton and I are racing to be ahead.. yeah. I'm winning. =) when we went back to the class, we took a pretest on area and perimeter..only ones I knew was rectangles, squares, triangles, and Pentagons..everything else was like: huh? So today was confusing in Math.
Technology: Not much to talk about...other than me going on Bing and looking up what the popular posts are for the day. Haha one of em was women on fire yesterday, but today it was Emma Watson and this old host. Can't remember his name. Haha
Choir: absolutely terrific! I love Mary. The whole class we were communicating with each other from across the room. =) giggling like idiots half the time. Haha
Science: Me, Dawson, Ryan, Bethany, and Cody all did this thing with the length of ten meters and we had to see how many meters per second we could all go. Only one I remember was Dawson went 4 m/s. =) because he's epic that way. I didn't notice until today, but Dawson jumps when he runs...so I guess it's like speed skipping with a distance.
English: doing this research paper on Henry the Eighth...getting a bit behind. We're supposed to have forty cards, and Dawson has twenty-something and I don’t even have ten...sometimes I wonder how he managed to pull that off..especially because I seemed more concentrated than him.
Kay.. so Dawson and I were standing around and then Isaiah, Marcus, and Chris all come up and start to talk to us. Isaiah started talking about something dirty and I was finally like: Eww. Okay. I'm gonna walk away now...*realizes she's holding hands with Dawson* and Dawson is coming with me. So I walk away with him and is just me and him and none of our friends and then I realize that when we hold hands he has to Bend his elbow. (Because he's short and I'm tall) I thought to myself: hey. What if I bent MY elbow? And so Dawson and I kept switching it and it looked weird when my elbow was Bent. Haha...anyways. the gate opened and he walked me to it, and then we hugged and then kissed. =) and I walk away realizing..that was the 20th! Yay! ^^
Anyways! That's a recap of my day. Hope you guys enjoyed. =)
Song of The Day: Come On Get Higher by Matt Nathanson.
Shout Out of the Day:
Braxton: Kay..idk if you even read my blog, but you are so awesome! Thanks for putting up with me and listening to my daily drama.

Saturday, January 5, 2013

The Key to Understanding

Okay. So I'm sick in bed still...and well...I kinda wanted to vent my emotions about my very close friends who broke up recently to you guys.

If you're in a relationship, and you feel it's too much for you at the time, then yeah...I think it's right for you to break up with the other person. However, by telling the other person that you are done being with them, but you still care can be the wrong thing to do. Instead of doing something drastic, I think if I were in that situation, I would've told the other person that: One. I can't handle a relationship right now. And, Two. I still want to be friends, and I still care about you. If you put lots of thought into a situation like this, then I think after it happens, you'll know what to do. Anyways, if I was the person being broken up with, I'd probably be miserable too..but only because I couldn't understand... The key to understanding is putting yourself in someone else's shoes.

Okay. Right now, I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I'm only venting and giving my advice at the same time, so please don't get the wrong idea...I love you all, and I wouldn't want to seem as if whoever reads this blog has to follow me or whatever.

Okay...so I actually figured something out recently. It kind of links to my life last year, and I think it's fairly interesting...

The way he used to look at me...the look like he truly cares, the look in his eyes. I see that same look again, but in a completely different person. I never thought it was possible... to get this person to love me back... but he does...and it's so weird...I can feel myself looking at him the way the other guy did... I can't really comprehend all my feelings, but all I know is that I feel amazing when its just him and me. Or even when I get lost in his eyes.

Anyways...yeah that's honestly how I feel up to this point. Just thought I'd share a bit of my understanding with you guys.

Song of The Day: Bubbly by Colbie Caillat
(With a little shout out: Sunshine, I really want you to know I care about you a ton. <3 you know who you are. Iloveyou.)

Shout Out of The Day:
Austin(Bob)Myers: I try my best to understand and to help. Just know that I'm here for you, and I'll try to give advice the best that I possibly can. I love you!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Sudden Reverse

Hello world! Okay! I just downloaded an app called Blogger. Lovin' it. I'm using my MP3 to post, and you know what that means! MORE POSTS! However, it'll be a bit harder to get emphasis on here..so I prefer the computer especially because I can actually TYPE. Also...I can't really get color on here...so I guess you guys will know what I'm using. No color=MP3 which kinda sucks..but I guess its alright. Also...cant rearrange pictures so no pictures either. =(

Some of you guys up at Rigby junior High are probably wondering why I didn't go to school. Well there comes a time in everybodys life where you get super dizzy, super tired, and super out of it...so I decided to take a break today..kick back and relax...after all, I've been super stressed lately...with school that is. Turns out I've got a B+ in my English class. It's really bothering me because I feel the need to get straight A's..and thats what I got last trimester, but this trimester has been SO much different... I'm relatively good at Algebra, but I have trouble with Geometry...and in Science I'm getting confused easier...good thing I've got Dawson and my friend Bethany to help me out there... still...its like life has suddenly reversed on me...all my strengths are becoming weaknesses... it makes me wonder "maybe I'm sick because I'm stressed."  Oh well I guess...life does go on.

Song of the Day: 1000 years by Christina Perri
This song just has a lot of memories attached to it...lately I've hated this song because of that...but now I love it..knowing that I've come so far and that that song has been involved with my life is pretty dang amazing...so I've learned to be thankful for all the music in my life.

Shout out of the day:
Mary Landon: I'm so grateful to have you as a friend. Thanks for the chocolate..and FYI, that's not what got me sick. Girl, you are amazing. I love you more than you think I do. <3 Keep being silly, and keep being you. Everyone loves it.

Okidokiloki! Thanks for reading my blog, and once again please don't forget to like my facebook page: Lil Miss Epic. BTW. I labeled it as a book.  Thanks you guys! Peace out!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

New Year's Eve Pictures!


Hey guys! I know it's been like...forever since I've posted! I've been SOOO busy lately. you know...with my end of the world party, and my step siblings coming over for the holidays... It's a little hard...with all the drama and crap going on in my life. With the new year, I feel like all my old problems are starting to go away, but I'm getting new problems instead. For instance, lately, me and Dawson have been fighting about really really REALLY stupid things. So stupid, that I can't even remember what any of the fights have been about. I just know that we both feel terrible after we do fight, and then we just try to move on from it, and go back to our daily routine..but I can't help but have the memories of the fights in my head...and how I wouldn't reply back, and we'd sit there and just think to ourselves "Ahh...can't we just end this already?" (by end it...i mean end fighting...it's like we're gonna commit suicide or break up...) Other than the fights, Dawson and I have been doing great. We started using nicknames and stuff like that... =) it's fun, and it makes me feel better about myself...in a way! hahaha Anyways...Yesterday we took family photos, but I took the liberty to take some by myself...so I took about 16 pictures of myself the other day...that's how beautiful I was...hahaha just kidding..My sister was prettier..she looked like a model. Here...Have some of the edits I did, and took...but also..have one of me and my brother. <3

This is me and my brother, Erik, who is leaving on his mission
March 13, 2013. I'm going to miss him so so much.

Absolute FAVORTIE picture of 2012...I love this...and
you guys can totally see why..I just..I look..AMAZING.
Do I always look this good? hahaa...in my mind:
Absolutely not.

Dawson said this was his favorite picture that
I sent him yesterday...I like it too, but you
already know that I like the previous
picture wayyy better.

This is me and my stepsister, Sarah. Sarah is actually the one
who figured out how to wave my hair in the first place, she
just french braided it after I had taken a shower. =) I have to
say that she did a MARVELOUS job. I love it.

For those of you who have NO clue what's happening
in this one...Sarah is just finishing the sign language
mime for "beautiful" so i just took a picture while she
kept her hand there.

We love Nerdglasses. haha =)

Took this as soon as she was done with her makeup.
Turned out great, huh?

It was so beautiful when I got home from
family pictures..so I decided to go outside
and enjoy Winter while it lasted...plus it
was beautiful while i was out there, so
I took pictures. =)

This is my backyard.

It actually wasn't all that cold outside
in the evening.


Kinda posted some of these pictures out of
order, but it won't let me rearrange them, so
this is actually the first picture I took
New Year's Eve.


This is me and my stepbrother, Adam..He's
grown so much! He used to be way shorter
than me...but not anymore! See the height
difference?

Well.. he loves to photobomb, let's just put it that way.

Not one of my favorites, but I thought I'd
experiment a little bit with softness on the
pictures.

We're nerds. It's true. =)


I took this picture because I was trying to
apologize to my boyfriend, because I
had thought I did something wrong, and
I later found out that it wasn't my fault at all.

My favorite picture of me and Sarah...it just looks
so calm and serene. I love it. =)
Okay! Now it's that time of day where we do the daily stuff that we do! hahaha =) You know what that means...probably...maybe not! oh well!

Song of The Day: Glad You Came by The Wanted
I chose this song because it won #1 song on the countdown on the radio. (Z103) We counted down from 103, and got to number one and this was it! I actually sat down and thought about it..People come from everywhere to America to try and accomplish their dreams...Well, it sure looks like The Wanted did what they "wanted" to do! =) Congratulations to them. =) Same with One Direction, because they're cool. =)


SPECIAL SHOUT OUT OF THE DAY:
People of the world! I have big big BIG news! Okay...some of you may have figured this out already..but I have a page on Facebook that needs some likes, and I was wondering if THE PEOPLE OF FACEBOOK could go to my page...It is called Lil Miss Epic. (As my blog is named obviously) GO there! and clickith the LIKE button. PLEEEEEAAASE?! At this point I'm desperate! I've had the page up since December 16th, and the only one who's liked it is CHELSEA MOORE! and I kinda...commanded her to do that...I think you guys get it! If you like my blog, and want to hear more from me, I think it's best if you like that page...because I put up Songs of the Day and Shoutouts, and how many pageviews i have, and I post pictures, and I'm TRYING hard to do a song of the day everyday on my page..=)


ANYWAYS!
Thank you all so much for reading my blog! it means a lot to me! Until next time, and the time after that i guess...PEACE OUT.